Wednesday, April 28, 2004, 1:27 PM

Awaiting

I dunno.but i got this feeling i'm waiting for someone?something?love?new life?no idea...or maybe even all.Steph just left the office about half an hour ago.i hate working!so boring.hate to be rushed into handing things up.Especially when it comes in a mess.Only thing i am looking forward to is that i am goona go through something major physically soon.OOoh!cant wait.hehe.i'm feeling gine being single. bit boring.But i feel i can finally handle it!YEA!i am SO independent.But i feel i have changed quite a bit this year.I became more self centred.more bimbotic.more bo chup.more bored with life.more bitchy.more slutty.more screwed.more excited.more everything.sometimes, i feel life cannot get anymore stagnant.sometimes,i feel my life got more exciting.hmm.wat can i ask for?i spent my money like water.more becuase i never ever gotten such a chance till NOW!hha...now that i got more or less what i wanted,i am aiming for more expensive but lesser stuff.Like a new hp,digital camera,wanna bleach my teeth and continue to SHOP!!!i've been gouging on food.and i grwon to eat MORE and MORe ice cream.damn.i must stop.if not,become a even fatter pig.Cant wait to QUIT.like right now.its all because of the RESPONSIBLILTY.-_-ARGH!!!!